Not my new year resolution

If you think you can, then you can.
I think I can.
Does it mean that I really can?
Sometimes the answer is NO.
However, to stay motivated we have to fake our feeling out, pretending thing will be just fine.
I, somehow feel this is not right as it merely blinds us from truth or keeps us away from reality.
It doesn't help boosting confidence level but to create fake hope that leads to egoism and unnecessary hurting experience.

Take it

Jesus I feel helpless and hopeless sometimes. There are too much worries and fright in life. I need your guidance and blessing.

Stabilizer

I really need to evolute!!

I need to evolve a style of my own.

It is needed for the ultimate deadly secret weapon that I use as a last resort.

(I'm not being defensive.....)

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The need to take a step back and look at yourself from an outside point of view.

Know your strengths and push yourself to acknowledge your triumphs and try not to dwell on your failures.  

(It's easier said than done.......) 

The Vision

Am I already improving? Am I stuck at where I stopped?
I have not mastered a shit.

In order to step out of my comfort zone, I need to have faith in myself that I can make the first step.

The Unspoken Truth

Be strong. It will be all fine after this. Man up!

1、无须在意别人的评说,只要把自己的事情做好
2、无须看别人的眼神,只需走自己的路
3、无须有过多的抱怨,那样会使自己的心更累
4、无须太过于较真,那样会使自己更难过
5、不管走在何处,我们都不要迷失自己

Warmth

I have had enough of those. Oh God, please guide me through darkness and lead me to light. I need you...