June 29, 2013

Troubled mind doesn't go away. Minipop and Mindy Gledhill lighten me up a bit.
(I will not live like this forever.......Man up!!)

给跟我一样，正在努力的人。

我们都来自于心里。内里，有着一团烟霾与我们并存。它由始至终都存在着、包围着我们。恨它的，认为它是一团厌恶的气体，不断地阻碍视线。懂它的，认为它是一股动力，驱使着我们勇敢向前迈进，从而离开这股烟霾。不同的人，对'它'有着不同的见解，因而采取了不同的行动。有人远离它；有人则锻炼自己的内心，让他更强更大，心境变大了，烟霾自然就被淡化掉了。有时，这股烟霾确实把我们逼向绝路。无奈，它与我们是一体的。要是它消失了，我们也就不在了。所以，不是逃避它，而是正视它，再远离它。千里之行始于足下。最终，或许它不是把你逼向窘境，而是把你带领到美丽的晴空下。我也正在努力中。一起乐观，加油！

A Made A Confession

Teachers today do not give a damn about the students. All I see about them are their feelings of insecurity and being superior in the class. They constantly challenge the students to speak. They will keep doing it until you are challenged down. It is pointless since they mostly intend to wipe out your confidence, instead of training your thinking and speaking ability, as whatever being said always and always ends up to be humiliated awfully. Even when you are made clear that you can ask any relevant question or make requests for further explanation, you get a taste of their defensive attitude at last. How I love to see when our teachers are in the face of outspoken students who can talk everything down. Ironically, this kind of students would never be 'invited' to speak a word, even though they are clearly excellent students. Well, if this happens once in a blue moon in your class, you would see that teacher shivers and over-reacts right away, when his safe zone is invaded. :) Good luck to all learners today.

Have been not really happy lately, but trying to look on the bright side of life. Anyway, the way to get unstuck is to give yourself a kick in the butt. I am not gonna be here forever. I belong at the top.

I need a girl friend. Too afraid to approach either of them.

Listening to Skylar Grey, it calms me with great solitary feeling.