Each move taken is a step towards the unpredictable future.

Life is a game of making choices. Regret, guilt, confusion or perplexity is the price one has to pay in her lifetime. As she grows up, she makes life choices in order to move on. As ugly as the reality is, whether or not to make a choice this time is no longer an option of hers. Be it good or bad, it is a forceful yet miraculous turning point of life. It is the moment where she begins to take up her responsibilities and accomplish her life choices, in hope of realizing her anticipations, dreams and promises being made. Despite of her faint control over the outcomes, surprises and miracles are hidden in the unforeseeable future. Even when a failure that arises subsequent to twice the commitment might not make it a bad choice, as the worst choice itself can never be a complete worthless. And it will be too irrational to be saddened by negativity, as she would never discover how much she has grown stronger when she is drowning in sorrow and sadness.

For now, she will just bear with it. But it is okay, as the time elapses, 'it' will teach her to doubt less, and unleash her maturity to handle the myths of life....by accepting it.

Life is full of contradictions: people struggle to end their despair, even though they know that despair actually means to give up.

Everybody's one way ticket.

It is the price one has to pay for wanting to grow up so badly. He will keep on with this naive thinking, until one day, the hair on his face starts to grow, and the promises he made begin to burden him. Then, he may realize that he cannot walk away from his responsibilities like he used to. His anticipations have turned to desperation. Too late, he has departed for his one way journey. Throughout the journey, his life only gets harder and more arduous. Without realizing his happy childhood was the only moment in which time could be frozen, he has walked down the path of no return with his leg chained to debt.

Without A Word

Hey you can tell the world
That you're leaving
And you can pack your bags
And spread your wings
And you can tell them all
That it's over
But while you wave goodbye
I'll be getting closer

Stand there and look into my eyes
And tell me that all we had were lies
Show me that to you don't care
And I'll stay here if you prefer
Yes I'll leave you without a word
Without a word

And you can tell the world
That you're tired
But your excuses, they won't work
'Cause I'll know that you're lying
Every time that I see your face
I notice all the suffering
Just turn to my embrace
I won't let you come to nothing

Stand there and look into my eyes
And tell me that all we had were lies
Show me that to you don't care
And I'll stay here if you prefer
Yes I'll leave you without a word
Without a word

已经好几年了。你最近好吗？

我找不到　我到不了　你所謂的將來的美好
我什麼都不要　知不知道　若你懂我　這一秒

我懷念的是無話不說　我懷念的是一起做夢 
　我讓座　假灑脫　誰懂我多麼不捨得 太愛了　
所以我　沒有哭　沒有說 

白羊座

 

白羊座一向被人們看作：火爆，衝動甚至沒有大腦的情緒化阿一星座。就是這個在外表看來開朗無比的星座，在難過的時候卻出奇的安靜，自己療傷，自己恢復，自己在自己的世界裡試圖遺忘悲傷，受傷的白羊總是會做出一些看似正常實則不同於以往的事情。不要看羊平時樂呵呵的其實羊有時候滿悲觀的

The picture explained why his dad acted that way. And the story below explained why the picture was depicted that way.

SON: "Daddy, may I ask you a question?"
DAD: "Yeah sure, what is it?"
SON: "Daddy, how much do you make an hour?"
DAD: "That's none of your business. Why do you ask such a thing?"
SON: "I just want to know. Please tell me, how much do you make an hour?"
DAD: "If you must know, I make $100 an hour."
SON: "Oh! (With his head down).
SON: "Daddy, may I please borrow $50?"
The father was furious.
DAD: "If the only reason you asked that is so you can borrow some money to buy a silly toy or some other nonsense, then you march yourself straight to your room and go to bed. Think about why you are being so selfish. I work hard everyday for such this childish behavior."

The little boy quietly went to his room and shut the door.
The man sat down and started to get even angrier about the little boy's questions. How dare he ask such questions only to get some money?
After about an hour or so, the man had calmed down, and started to think:
Maybe there was something he really needed to buy with that $ 50 and he really didn't ask for money very often. The man went to the door of the little boy's room and opened the door.

DAD: "Are you asleep, son?"

SON: "No daddy, I'm awake".
DAD: "I've been thinking, maybe I was too hard on you earlier. It's been a long day and I took out my aggravation on you. Here's the $50 you asked for."

The little boy sat straight up, smiling.
SON: "Oh, thank you daddy!"
Then, reaching under his pillow he pulled out some crumpled up bills. The man saw that the boy already had money, started to get angry again. The little boy slowly counted out his money, and then looked up at his father.

DAD: "Why do you want more money if you already have some?"

SON: "Because I didn't have enough, but now I do.

"Daddy, I have $100 now. Can I buy an hour of your time? Please come home early tomorrow. I would like to have dinner with you."
The father was crushed. He put his arms around his little son, and he begged for his forgiveness. It's just a short reminder to all of you working so hard in life. We should not let time slip through our fingers without having spent some time with those who really matter to us, those close to our hearts. Do remember to share that $100 worth of your time with someone you love? If we die tomorrow, the company that we are working for could easily replace us in a matter of days. But the family and friends we leave behind will feel the loss for the rest of their lives. And come to think of it, we pour ourselves more into work than to our family.

Some things are more important.

Quoted from FB

良好的心理健康，
来自于接受你在生活各领域的真正自我！

Endings

It is a really very dull story. The ending is always the same, and that same is that it ends.