Quoted From FB

有的人，认真爱过一次以后就不敢再随便爱了，因为怕重蹈覆辙，怕感情的伤害，怕心灵变得更累。所以，我们都失去了深爱的能力。

Confession.

Tomorrow is the long waited day. I know I have to face the music eventually.
I have prepared my mind to accept what is coming up.
Despite lacking of confidence, I should take this hated feeling as I anticipated,
for my lackadaisical was the contributing factor of this impending doom.
I want to get over it. I know I have to be positive on this matter,
and I know I have no better options but to survive it and to live with it.
In the coming day, I am all ready to confront this regardless of the unknown implication.
As there are no mistakes, only lessons that enrich my experience.

I need drugs!

I'm cannot fall asleep although my body is exhausted. This life is too stressful! I'll fall sick again if I don't get enough of rest. My brain doesn't shut off from thinking and worrying. I am breaking down. I need drugs...

Gratitude

Thank you, for being kind to me.
I am grateful. I love you.

“文”人

最近情绪很糟，突然间想起自己曾经被一“个”长辈叫做乞丐。
还重复了两次。对于这句话，我这一辈子都会记住的。

真的是没有文化。

Stole It From FB

Lord, where can I find some close friends?
I dont open up to others. I know I should learn to believe in friendships.
I hate this insecurity. I could have more bosom friends without it.

I had a very bad day.

  I guess I just survived another day.
  It was a bad day. What I felt was the emptiness.

  There was nothing else filling my life.
  How long could I last before telling myself to quit thinking that I still had dreams?

Fucking life you are bloody fucking kidding me, are you?

Life is a bitch. It just fucked me!

Dying for love.. I am dying.

I need a hug.
I need love.

Oh Lord..

Officially a voter? ... That isnt the point.

Im turning into an adult in 2 months more.
I wish I could return to 15 years old.
The adult world is complicated and harsh.
I dont know how long I can take this.

Try to make it work but man these times are hard.

YOLO = I live to die.

The Script!!!!!!!
The best band ever, although they cant sing.
But the songs are just nice, good lyrics that are close to my feelings at times.
Always hope i could sing and play music instrument.
I would abandon my current life for my music dream if i could perform either of those.

Done day dreaming.
I guess I would only pursue my music dream if my life restarted.
I am too old for it even if my talent in music industry unleashed all in a sudden.
Especially after my teenage life.

HAHA
P/S Before I forget to mention something negative on my blog AS USUAL, I wanna say that I really hate some people lately. LOL just wanna share something negative as a common procedure. Dont really hate 'em that much....

Throlling my own blog that has no readers haha
what a lonely dude

Why Cant I dream?

It was not a good day today. Laughed and joked a lot, none of them came from my heart. Felt sad but pretended to be happy, so i looked fine in the eyes of others. Tried all efforts to strive but realized the outcome was no more than just fruitless. Smiled at others, and even consoled the broken hearts of others...even though my heart had already been broken into fragments from the beginning. 

Quoted From A Teacher

雄鹰在鸡窝里长大，就会失去飞翔的本领，
野狼在羊群里成长，也会爱上羊而丧失狼性。
人生的奥妙就在于人相处。
生活的美好则在于送人玫瑰。
和聪明的人在一起，你才会更加睿智。
和优秀的人在一起，你才会出类拔萃。
所以，你是谁并不重要，
重要的是，你和谁在一起。

无论过去发生过什么，
你要坚信，最好的尚未到来。
人要把握时机，把应当做的事做好，
错过了就无法重来！

Made friend with a fucking successful chinese who claimed himself as gay.
His lame and misleading speech is very entertaining though. = ='