Nothing Good To Say

Dear blog, I have so much to say recently. But do not know where to begin from. I hope I can contain more of those unhappy stories in me. Nobody likes his stories to be known by others. Right now, I find no other better ways to express them out, not even here. So, I guess I will take them with me for a little longer. I wish I could handle the up and down of my life during this critical moment. Things in this life are getting complicated and challenging, they occupy every inch of my space and flow in every ounce of my blood. Anyway, I know it's just a matter of time before I write out on here. As usual I will keep the good and proud stories aside, leaving the bad  incidents to be shared with my poor little blog. Stay strong, stay motivated and love life! Blog, let's survive this with me. Be with me.

Tick tock, time to slip away...

I go away, I go away, I go my own way.
Go away, go away....

FIRE up!

Shit wake up already!!! Omg.... Look at the clock, what time is it?
I am not supposed to be in my bed!

What is good and being good?

Ill thinking, Ill speech, Ill feeling

All this bad blood here, won't you let it dry?
It's been cold for years, won't you let it lie?

I don't wanna hear about the bad blood anymore.
I don't wanna hear you talk about it anymore...

Bastille.

Signs

I have a sad feeling today. My heart aches..

Phobia That Hinders...

Fear... Fear.... Fear......

I don't want to be held back by fear.

I want to enjoy my fantasy without the restrain of fear.

 I want to move on, to overcome, and to surpass.

What makes it so hard?

Fear.

See Him Through?

Are You Spurred Into Action By This?

     You have come so far. You are finally happy about the life you are having. Don't you dare forget about what you went through. The happenings in life are never constant. When you are on the top, you enjoy it. When you are overjoyed, you probably forget about the road to this marvelous point of life. Humans are forgetful after all. Egoistically, you might wipe out your appreciation of your current life and forget about who and what bring you here. You no long remember about constant improvement, as you become too comfortable to everything. You start to take things for granted...

    The truth is, there will not be anything constant in life. A minute of procrastination and hesitation, you lose grasp to what you have achieved. You are sent back to the point of starting, where you own nothing. Everything is back to zero again... It will be too late to shut the stable door after the horse has bolted...

"Men shed blood before tears?"....I Don't Give A Damn About It.

I still remember the tears and blood I shed while my body shivered in pain. Tears and blood of anguish that flowed from the deepest of my soul took a heavy toll on my perception of life, whilst the pain that tortured my body was as a needle, buried deeply in my chest, giving me a constant ache of hopelessness. I believe my difficult situations will spur me on to succeed. The world's acknowledgement will be obtained in 7 years of blood, sweat and tears. I will make those who are on my side proud about my existence. 

不是废物

一个人要忍耐这样的羞辱，这本身就需要更大的勇气。
但这个人的头并没有低下 ，他的眼神，似乎也没有羞愧得无地自容。
相反，居然显示出一种不可思议的平静，来面对奇耻大辱。
当一个人的心中，有着更高的山峰想去攀登时，他就不会在意脚下的泥沼。
才可能用最平静的方式去面对一般人难以承受的痛苦。

May God Bless You

Thankful thankful thankful....
This is all I feel, being grateful for what I have.
Thank you my lord, my family, and my friends.
I hope I could do much for you some day.

Dust and Trash Have Been Gotten Rid Of...

Howdy, my poor little blog. Sorry for being away for this long.
Now, I am back with you, my companionship is guaranteed.
I finally return to my position, getting all ready for my next fight.
You and I will be just fine with the blessings of our beloved family.

Hmm...

兩個動作看你的性格--

*動作１. 兩手直覺十指交握*
握好沒，別偷看答案...

A.左手拇指在上--“U”
B.右手拇指在上--“SA”


*動作２. 雙手直覺交錯抱胸*
* 抱好沒，別偷看答案....

A.右手臂在上--“U”
B.左手臂在上--“SA”

將動作1和動作2的結果（共兩個字）順序組合起來，你的結果是？

這是日本的〔USAUSA~UNO SANO URANA)性格診斷，
利用人類左右腦各司其職的特性，
設計了簡單的兩個慣性動作，
分辨出這個人習慣以
左腦（主理性，語言，計算，分析）
右腦（主感性，直覺，想像，創造），
來做為解讀訊息用的〝接收腦〞，還是決定怎麼說，
怎麼行動的〝傳達腦〞 進而瞭解一個人的潛在性格與行為模式.

動作１、兩手直覺十指交握〈顯示一個人〝接收腦〞的慣用情形〉

A.左手拇指在上--意思是接收訊息時優先使用感性為主的右（U）
B.右手拇指在上--意思是接收訊息時優先使用理性為主的左（SA）

動作２、雙手直覺交錯抱胸〈顯示一個人〝傳達腦〞的慣用情形〉

A.右手在上--意思是傳達訊息時優先使用感性為主的右腦（U）
B.左手在上--意思是傳達訊息時優先使用理性為主的左腦（SA）

* **結果分析：* **

女性_
*１. SASA女
性格：無堅不摧的鐵娘子：為人一本正經，給人精明幹練的距離 感，若跟莎莎女成為好友，則是值得依賴的好幫手，但成為敵人，就會非常難纏！
戀愛：想太多的自我設限：交往前會想太多，對戀愛小心翼翼，不過很容易因此放棄，對主動告白的異性會難以招架，不過要小心反被聰明誤！

*２. USA女
性格：人情的好聽眾：散發出安心，溫柔，善解人意的氣質，是一個人人都想跟妳說心事的好聽眾，如果別人苦苦哀求妳，總是很難拒絕別人！
戀愛：難以爽快脫身：雖然會理性評估對方，不過一但陷入熱戀，就完全被感性主導，當熱情不在時，很容易因對方對自己的依賴而無法爽快分手!

*３. UU女
性格：直覺行事的俠女：熱血又充滿個人魅力，會突然失控大笑或大哭，但都是出自真心，因此頗受朋友喜歡，最明顯的就是購買東西完全憑感覺，就算不實用或已有相同款式還是想買！
戀愛：單純的愛情至上者：以自己心理的感覺為主，不會參考對方或客觀因素來決定自己下一步舉動，若對對方很有好感，一整天就像春暖花開，如果對方疑似劈腿，也會驚天動地大哭一場，但也很容易變心！

*４. SAU女
性格：陽剛味的大姊大：因為冷靜觀察與分析的性格，在同性之間很容易展現氣慨與責任感，常常是女生之間的大姊大，但掌握全場之餘又不失冷靜觀察！
戀愛：有目標的下手：操控自己的感覺，能冷靜分析對方是否適合自己，一旦鎖定目標，就會用盡方法維持熱度，雖然嚴謹以對，但內心總有一把不可告人的浪漫烈火！


男性_
*５. SASA男
性格：超級理性的數位人：完全以左腦為主的男性，以步驟跟數位為行事的准則，總是條理分明，不太能察覺感情，所以會給人固執，偏執的感覺！
戀愛：慢熱專情的完美主義：會在心中描繪完美形象，面對! 真實感情卻顯得慢熱自閉，一旦點燃熱情後，就會持續專情，就算對方回應冷淡，莎莎男仍念茲在茲，從一而終！

*６. USA男
性格：情義相挺的漢子：雖然看似冷酷，其實很重感情，會以直覺印象為出發點，然後再以堅決的步伐行事，就是那種看你順眼，就會收你做徒弟，挺你的那種大哥！
戀愛：不打沒有把握的仗：戀愛成功機率很高，一旦確認對方也對自己有好感後，就會火力全開，不過愛得深，對女方的要求跟猜疑也很深！

*７. UU男
性格：永遠樂觀的國王：因為相信自己的直覺，所以會顯得自信滿滿，率直天真，壞處就是對不感興趣的事，也絲毫不想掩飾，會顯得興趣缺缺甚至默不關心！
戀愛：自我得意的攻勢：很容易自我沉溺在熱戀氣氛中，不過太過率直樂觀的個性，可能會誤解別人對你是否有好感，陷入自我得意的陷井中！

*８. SAU男
性格：智囊分析者：喜歡探求理與擅長分析，常是旁人意見的給予者，給人一種冷靜穩當的感覺，不喜歡與人爭吵，很能妥善地處理事情！
戀愛：可能性至上：把自己喜不喜歡對方放在其次，反而以跟對方能否發展下去為第一前提，是個很適合愛情長跑或結婚的對象！