Not this time, the vengeful corpse.

I have got to treasure my limited time. It is too late to shut the stable door has the horse has bolted.

YOLO!

The b1tches are blogging their joyful stories.
Me? I'm being such a crybaby congesting my blog with the yesteryear's nobody-seem-to-care story!

T.T

LMAOOOOOOOOOOOOO! 
Ray Lebron! Live up your life dude!!!
Ray Ray Ray Ray Ray Ray Ray Ray Ray....!

Ray!! Ray!!!!!!!!!

The Obnoxious Formless Monster

The rowdiness of the surrounding does not seem to cease to exist. Enigmatically, the days are not all fretful. Instead, they are getting quiet and quiet. Things are getting black and white. There is no longer a grey zone for the cowards to find a shelter. The silent killer is at the upper hand. He is taking the form of air and on his way of reaching you. With his weapon about the size of a 4-inch knife, he is facing the point of it and aiming for the back of the 'homeless' for a deadly stab. When he does so, it does not require him too much of energy and time and the targeted prey will be silent forever.
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The people and things do not seem to change much. Once in a while, the uninvited guests intrude the secret bases of the 'homeless'. The bases are the place where they have their souls safely kept and secured. Although their inner peace is disturbed but the consequence does not bring much damage to the already suffered souls. 

 

The Late Call...

Many things have happened lately. They are the things that are happening in the family, troubles that are fumbling my steps forward, and the great emotional impact caused by my incapability and incompetency. The feelings are indeed hurting. Fortunate enough, I am still a freeman, without ''somebody'' beside me which allows me to concentrate on my shortcomings. I am too weak to take care of the extra worries. I have changed anyway. Even though the likelihood of experiencing adversities does not change, but I believe I am taking small steps to leave the negativity.

I always thought that I was at the receiving end of many misfortunes. Today, while I was busy holding grudges against the so ''mechanical'' management. I swore, cursed and badmouthed about it from the dawn until late evening. These actions were so childish, and unthoughtful. I hated myself. I should be stronger! Too much of stupidity,  I dialed the first person in my phone's scarce contacts. I dialed once, twice and trice...nobody seemed to picked up my call. Subsequently, I had a deep feelings that the World was turning its back at me, I was not upset by this, instead my anger grew stronger. Perhaps hatred or jealousy was the more suitable term to give you a clearer picture. 

While I gave my final attempt to get myself connected to the other end(I say so because I am very lonely most of the time), a familiar yet nostalgic voice answered my ''Hello.'' As I was getting colder and more distant with a sense of anxiousness, the voice instilled warmth to my stiff and darken heart. Tears almost welled up my eyes. Despite this, I heard from the other side that unhappiness was spreading like cancer cells over there. The cells were duplicating itself uncontrollably affecting from a just small spot to a wider area and killing the host eventually. I had a heart-brake when I received the news........

The news had coloured my feelings, I felt myself so foolish and unthoughful about how I complained, hated and hurt others. I was never a good son, brother, friend and student. A loser, I would say about me.

I really hoped everything would stay the same as it was, when we were sitting side my side with everyone important to me having each other accompanied, enjoying the brisk breeze while walking on the grass field so slowly and relaxing, watching the colourful flowers that colonized the lower slope and feeling our long lost heartbeats......... I love you all.

On My Way

Many crystal hearts cracked, some even broke into fragments.
Why didn't somebody show up and fix them in a timely manner?

I feel extremely bad today but I know I have to be strong.
I know I need to learn from it and then overcome it.
For my own sake, I need to overcome it before solving it.

I know I can overcome it. I know that I can...

Life begins at the edge of your comfort zone.