M-ess-ish.

The stupidity of humans lies upon their unwillingness to face the reality. The stupidest 5-combo lies ever.

I Have LONG GONE and MOVED ON.

Sometimes tears say all there is to say. Sometimes your first scars won't ever fade away.
Tried to break my heart, well it's broken. Tried to hang me high, well I'm choked.

All You Never Say

If only I could look into your mind, maybe then I'd find a sign of all I want to hear you say to me, to me....

A Repost - A Reminder

Unbelievably, I used to say this. I cannot trust my eyes about what I wrote, my spirit was so high!

"The way to get unstuck is to give yourself a kick in the butt. I am not gonna be here forever. I belong at the top."

- Chin Ang.

心情很糟。谁可以给我一个拥抱？

A Soldier Who Was Walking Through The Darkest Valley

Unpleasant happenings just invaded him without telltale signs. At this juncture, his heart broke into pieces. When he was completely unprepared, his pride and ego were taken away from him. Outside, the weather was scorching hot. Yet, the temperature in the room was freezing cold. But nothing was colder than a disheartened soul, telling its numb container to find an exit from this embarrassment.  For the first time in this year, he felt so powerless and incapable and to sneak out from this reality was all on his mind. This poor man must have a hard time to accept the shocking truth. He was immediately transformed into a nobody from a somebody, dragging his exhausted body all the way from the rowdy crowd to his quiet hideout. 

Each move taken is a step towards the unpredictable future.

Life is a game of making choices. Regret, guilt, confusion or perplexity is the price one has to pay in her lifetime. As she grows up, she makes life choices in order to move on. As ugly as the reality is, whether or not to make a choice this time is no longer an option of hers. Be it good or bad, it is a forceful yet miraculous turning point of life. It is the moment where she begins to take up her responsibilities and accomplish her life choices, in hope of realizing her anticipations, dreams and promises being made. Despite of her faint control over the outcomes, surprises and miracles are hidden in the unforeseeable future. Even when a failure that arises subsequent to twice the commitment might not make it a bad choice, as the worst choice itself can never be a complete worthless. And it will be too irrational to be saddened by negativity, as she would never discover how much she has grown stronger when she is drowning in sorrow and sadness.

For now, she will just bear with it. But it is okay, as the time elapses, 'it' will teach her to doubt less, and unleash her maturity to handle the myths of life....by accepting it.