Quoted From FB

有的人，认真爱过一次以后就不敢再随便爱了，因为怕重蹈覆辙，怕感情的伤害，怕心灵变得更累。所以，我们都失去了深爱的能力。

Confession.

Tomorrow is the long waited day. I know I have to face the music eventually.
I have prepared my mind to accept what is coming up.
Despite lacking of confidence, I should take this hated feeling as I anticipated,
for my lackadaisical was the contributing factor of this impending doom.
I want to get over it. I know I have to be positive on this matter,
and I know I have no better options but to survive it and to live with it.
In the coming day, I am all ready to confront this regardless of the unknown implication.
As there are no mistakes, only lessons that enrich my experience.

I need drugs!

I'm cannot fall asleep although my body is exhausted. This life is too stressful! I'll fall sick again if I don't get enough of rest. My brain doesn't shut off from thinking and worrying. I am breaking down. I need drugs...

Gratitude

Thank you, for being kind to me.
I am grateful. I love you.

“文”人

最近情绪很糟，突然间想起自己曾经被一“个”长辈叫做乞丐。
还重复了两次。对于这句话，我这一辈子都会记住的。

真的是没有文化。

Stole It From FB

Lord, where can I find some close friends?
I dont open up to others. I know I should learn to believe in friendships.
I hate this insecurity. I could have more bosom friends without it.

I had a very bad day.

  I guess I just survived another day.
  It was a bad day. What I felt was the emptiness.

  There was nothing else filling my life.
  How long could I last before telling myself to quit thinking that I still had dreams?