Happy Chinese New Year!

THE ULTIMATE POST-MATURE UNWIND MOOD HITS ME SUDDENLY AND SURPRISINGLY!

Magical Numbers

HALF year of challenge, 

ONE month of torture, 

TWO weeks of pain, 

THREE days of agony,

giving birth to INDEFINITE inspirations that bless the prepared mind.

I shall live through the final moments of the remaining days with sufficient commitments.

Don't give up on me baby...

Embrace The Night, Fighter!

At this moment, the night begins to enter its sleeping mode. The creatures that inhabits under the starry dark sky begin to slip into their dreamland silently and peacefully. The heartbeat of the city slows down to its normal rate, and the world dozes off into the serenity of the eerily silent night.

.....well Im here to tell you that, I am bloody awake, worrying for tomorrow's shit!...... Oh I am so scared!

P/S I want to write this post nicely but I cant! Tomorrow is a big day! LOL

Quoted From FB

有的人，认真爱过一次以后就不敢再随便爱了，因为怕重蹈覆辙，怕感情的伤害，怕心灵变得更累。所以，我们都失去了深爱的能力。

Confession.

Tomorrow is the long waited day. I know I have to face the music eventually.
I have prepared my mind to accept what is coming up.
Despite lacking of confidence, I should take this hated feeling as I anticipated,
for my lackadaisical was the contributing factor of this impending doom.
I want to get over it. I know I have to be positive on this matter,
and I know I have no better options but to survive it and to live with it.
In the coming day, I am all ready to confront this regardless of the unknown implication.
As there are no mistakes, only lessons that enrich my experience.

I need drugs!

I'm cannot fall asleep although my body is exhausted. This life is too stressful! I'll fall sick again if I don't get enough of rest. My brain doesn't shut off from thinking and worrying. I am breaking down. I need drugs...