白羊座   個性衝動的白羊，按理說是不會有什麼等候的動作，哪怕是一個暫停的想法，也很難在他們的心中浮現，因為不管是機會還是遙遠的未來，都是他們追尋著跑，等待只會錯失，只是，當奮力拚搏換來的是一場空，當努力爭取的快樂被證明只是曇花一現的假象，白羊平靜的告訴自己，是該稍作休息的時候了，回頭看看，因為跑得太快而錯過的風景，原來那麼美，暫且等待一下，等待收拾好過往的得失，等待自己真正想要的，再銜接未來。

From Back to back

After a long dream that mesmerizes, confuses and blinds, I've finally awoken. It was not an unrealistic and illogical dream. Instead, it was a sweet and memorable one which I wanted. However, once you are awake, it vanishes whereby you need to face the ugly and merciless reality again.

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Friends Indeed.

I miss friends who used to ask about me.

The moment you accompanied and advised me will be appreciated and remembered...

....till the end of time.

I'm drawing your attention that,

if anyone of you by any chance read this,

please know that I always love you.

There won't be extravagant of words flowing,

just want to say that I keep you deep in my heart. 

Thank you.

Quoted from FB

失败一定有原因，成功一定有方法。
每一个成功者都有一个开始。
勇于开始，才能找到成功的路。
即使爬到最高的山上，一次也只能脚踏实地地迈一步。

Unbearably suffering

Right now there is no one else awake other than me. Loneliness is so overwhelming. Realizing hours later is the moment of departing, it adds on much more unspoken mixed feeling to the existing sadness, making the feeling stronger and much unbearable. There will be examinations carried out as soon as I can imagine. However, this time I am no longer well-prepared as I was. I lazed around, my fighting spirit vanished, resulting me-the scared and worried. I'm thinking to give up. I am not motivated at all. I have failed too many times. I'm just scared. I am not convinced. I think I have lost the fight.

Not my new year resolution

If you think you can, then you can.
I think I can.
Does it mean that I really can?
Sometimes the answer is NO.
However, to stay motivated we have to fake our feeling out, pretending thing will be just fine.
I, somehow feel this is not right as it merely blinds us from truth or keeps us away from reality.
It doesn't help boosting confidence level but to create fake hope that leads to egoism and unnecessary hurting experience.